mY GrIeF

In my deep grief…
I tried to put my pain into  words
But no sentences formed, no rhythm matched
I threw the pen dejected
And thought my grief is of no use but to cry…

In my deep grief…
I watched the beautiful painting on the wall…
Related all the colors to my tragedy, unwittingly…
And destroyed the innocence,
Loveliness of the painting
And thought my pain is of no use but to destroy…

In my deep grief…
I watched the birds flying,
The river flowing…
And thought someday they will face the same grief as mine
And will lose all their beauty..
I got angry at myself
And thought my grief is of no use but to feel jealous…

In my deep grief…
I listened to the song which always made me happy
But the grief changed its
Meaning and made that song sad for me…
I threw my earphones away and thought
My grief is of no use but to scatter itself everywhere…

No I can't take it anymore..

No I can't take it anymore..

Immense pain n unfulfilled dreams
once you heightened my expectations
I am waiting  for them to be fulfilled
listen my prayers & go work for my urge

You're testing my limits, i know
just do a little & let me glow
not asking you for any miraculous clue
help me a little in what I do
 
I don't want that pretends in smile
endless troubles & fears are only in my sight
this is not the way things suppose to happen
show me a way to assemble my life that has broken
 
I know you will work it out
I believe you and that's all I have now
just show me some little sign
and I can walk further pretending I am fine

After arguing over the credit of this poem finally me n my brother agreed on 30-70 . That is 30 percent mine( actually it should be 70 :( but you know na pain of being elder sister..) n 70 percent his contribution. So here goes 'his' first poem.

              आज मला काही सुचत नाही उमजत नाही कळत नाही.

लिहावे वाटते पण शब्द मात्र उमटत नाही.

पेन घेऊन बसलोय हातात बघत को–या कागदाकडे.

कशीबरी मी सुरुवात करु कूणीतरी सांगा गडे.

आकाश झाले चंद्र झाले तारे झाले बघुन

विषय काही सुचत नाही झाले सर्व शोधुन

एक झाले दोन झाले झाले तीन तास

कशी बरी ही लोके लीहतात इतकी पुस्तक खास

इकडे फीरलो तीकडे फीरलो फीरलो मी दाही दिशा

कुनालाच पहावेना ही माझी दुरदषा

वाटले नव्हते की कविता लीहने असते एवढे अवघड

ठाऊक असते आधीच तर केलीच नसती धडपड

नंतर कळले की हे नाही माझ्या करिता

शेवटी जुळले शब्द आणि तयार झाली ही कवीता 

CLAPS PLZ!!!! :P